By the time I was 19, I had come out as gay to my family and friends but, as is the case with a lot of LGBT+ people, I “re-entered” the closet when I joined the workforce in my chosen career.
For me, a big reason for being closeted when I first started at Shell was that I wanted to be judged on my performance and skills and I was determined not to be known as “the gay engineer”. Shell has an incredible work culture where inclusion and diversity are valued and over time I learned it was a safe space to be myself. I also saw an opportunity to make a difference at Shell beyond my mechanical engineering role.
While working on assignment in South Korea, I met Shell staff from around the world and learned there were LGBT+ networks at many other Shell locations. This made me question why we didn’t have a similar network in Australia. Shell Australia’s baseline D&I focus, and respectful work environment was great, but I knew it could still be improved.
So, in March 2017, with the support of the Shell Australia Country Leadership Team and together with straight allies Claire Hamilton and Meredith Prior, I officially launched Kaleidoscope, which is aimed at the LGBT+ community and allies alike. One of the key focuses is raising awareness of LGBT+ inclusion among straight people who work, live or otherwise interact with someone who identifies as LGBT+.
Having this network not only ensures a safer work environment for LGBT+ employees, it also encourages senior leadership engagement to help drive D&I initiatives internally and enables external collaboration with likeminded companies.
I’m so grateful to work for an organization that not only supported the launch of this network but constantly strives to become a more inclusive space for its employees. I look forward to seeing Kaleidoscope continue to reach beyond our corporate head offices to our people in regional Australia.
In my opinion, being out at work still takes considerable courage and is the purest form of activism. It’s a declaration to non-LGBT+ people that you’re comfortable in your own skin and signals to closeted people that they are not alone.
In the short time I’ve been leading Kaleidoscope I’ve had the opportunity to help multiple closeted colleagues as well as colleagues with LGBT+ friends and family with various issues. Being at the beginning of my career, I don’t know if I am viewed as an LGBT+ role model but being able to help others has been very rewarding.